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It was never a choice for me as far as white light went. I never doubted what I was. I have watched some play with the dark side, but there is no playing without bad results. I do all I do in the light.
The major part of my metaphysical journey started sometime in the spring of 1999. I ordered three clear Quartz crystals on-line—a Channeling crystal, a Keyhole crystal, and a Transmitter crystal, all three natural points. I actually ordered three other clear Quartz crystals, but Tom was out of those and offered me the three I wound up with. My journey had begun! I always suspected Tom knew exactly what he was doing...
I started working with the Channeling crystal and the Keyhole crystal, but most heavily with the Channeling crystal. I mostly worked with them as I was falling asleep and discovered later I was meditating. This just simply always worked as the best time for me to meditate, and I always have a crystal or rock or two, even sometimes three, in my hands when I lay down at night! I had so many of them in bed at one time, the bed actually resembled a mine! Now I tend to have a favored two to five that I work with alone or simultaneously.
I discovered I was extremely sensitive to the energy of rocks and crystals. What an incredible gift! Satin Spar Selenite came into my life very early in 2002. Nothing has been the same in my life since (more later)!
Within six months of receiving my first crystals, I was starting to go to dogs and humans long-distance to try to heal them. I was on a couple of dog email lists and someone would mention a dog or person that was ill. During that first year, my hands would heat up all the time, especially when healing was mentioned or if I was thinking about healing. My hands would heat up so much that they almost ached! It wasn't painful, but it was a bit uncomfortable. I found out later that I did the hard stuff first. Now that I also do hands-on healing, I discovered that it takes an incredible amount of intent and focus to do the long-distance healing compared to the hands-on healing (live) that I also do now. I also discovered that I have built-in radar for finding the dog or person I'm trying to heal long-distance. I don't need a photo or anything. I just read an email note or listen to someone talk about that person or dog, and I get right to them.
I believe I tried my first hands-on healing in October of 2001. I just kept at it--I kept practicing which is what I also did for the long-distance healing. Metaphysical work is just like exercising a physical muscle or muscles in your body--you just keep practicing, and you get better.
Satin Spar Selenite entered my life shortly after this, and it is no accident that my healing ability literally went up hundreds of percentage points afterwards! I could go on and on and probably bore you to tears, but this crystal (it is not crystalline in structure, but after agonizing about this for over two years, I am going to call it a crystal, because it is crystalline in energy properties) is the most incredible gift to cross my pathway. You can find lots of information on Satin Spar Selenite on any of the Selenite pages on metaphysicalrealm1.com, my web site.
The first thing I did was grid my house and property with two grids of four pieces of Selenite each. You can get lots of information on the grids here and here. I live and work in the most incredible white light energy generated by my grids! It is much more powerful pure white light energy than clear Quartz crystal!! I wear my Satin Spar Selenite Heart Chakra Pendant all the time as well as other crystals that I favor. The Heart Chakra Pendant connects me to my grids here at home at all times. I have watched people develop right in front of my eyes that I sell Selenite to and that are faithful in working with it. I rarely have a night that I don't meditate with it. It combines well with other rocks and crystals when I meditate.
Please know that I fully understand that I am only the antenna for all of this wonderful energy that courses through me when I heal and when I read for people. I try to be humble in all that I do. Ego has no place in our world if we are to be the best we can be. And we need all the lightworkers on Earth that we can get right now!
I attend The College of Metaphysical Studies in Clearwater, Florida. I take most of my classes long-distance. I have received my Bachelor's Degree from them and am presently enrolled in their Master's program. This is one of the most positive places I have ever been, and I visit whenever I can, but it's about two hours from where I live in Florida, so I don't get down there very often.
I took a 5 unit class, The Principles of Channeling from The College of Metaphysical Studies in September of 2003. One of the other Crones, Bonnie, and I went to Clearwater for a week! It was one of the most incredible experiences I've ever had in so many ways. Next I took a 14 unit class, Biofield Healing Practices, long-distance. I started channeling by myself in January of 2004, and I automatically write on the computer. I learned a tremendous amount about healing from the Biofield Healing Practices class that I finished in the spring of 2004. Dr. Paul Danielle said it was the Cadillac of healing courses, and it truly was!
I moved to Silver Springs, Florida, the Ocala area, in October 2001, and I have an incredible collection of wonderful friends in the metaphysical world in this area. I need the sun desperately that Florida offers and have enjoyed living in this area a great deal, but it's not easy to make a living here. However, I have not been truly happy with where I lived since I left Los Angeles in December of 1988. My ex-husband and I lived in the Seattle area and the Detroit area after we left Los Angeles, and both are extremely grey climates. Detroit was colder in the winter, but Seattle wasn't warm in the winter by any means. I missed the sun and am so glad to be back in it!
I moved to Orlando, Florida, in March 2005, and I have done well here in so many ways. I like it here a lot and love having the big-city conveniences close by. Life, on the whole, is looking up!
So, there's some of my pathway. I have always had an interest in all sorts of metaphysical things during all of my life. In fact, I have always been quite fascinated by all of it! I have done astral travel since I was born, I believe. That kind of traveling has always been very easy for me. That is the earliest memory I have of metaphysical things. I made the mistake of telling my parents about my "flying dreams" when I was about six, I believe, and they put me in Childrens' Hospital in Buffalo, NY. I think I was there for two weeks. It was a terrifying experience for me--seeing all the very sick children that were in glass partitions around me. I couldn't get anyone to answer all of my questions about what was wrong with them. I grew up in upstate New York between Rochester and Buffalo, another grey climate. My family treated me like I was mentally ill for many years after that. The ironic thing is, I have turned out to be the most normal one of all! See? Life is funny!